Hi :)
(I finally found the inspiration in myself to write something, so here it goes... )
I have always wondered what it feels like to be The Girl that all the boys like. you can meet them anywhere - in school, at clubs, at shopping malls or on the street. They always look beautiful and confident.
Well, I feel confident, too, and sometimes, when I look at the mirror, I think to myself : "wow, I look really good..." And then I go, for example, to a club with my girlfriends that are, like, 100 times more beautiful than me and then suddenly they found some handsome guys to talk and dance with and I just stand somewhere near them and pretend to look happy (when inside I'm just trying not to cry:D ).
Later I start thinking, why don't boys like me? I it because they're scared of me? (For being beautiful, or for being ugly as hell????) I guess I'll never find that out.
Another thing that always makes me feel desperate is my sister. She is one year younger than me, but we used to go to the same class (Don't even ask about it ,that's a long story). She always had a lot of friends and boys talked with her, they write her messages on facebook and mobile phone, she is always busy answering them, the most popular guys at school used to approach her. And the only person who writes me is my uncle... And that lasted for about four years, until my sister went to learn in another city. Well, I don't get more attention from the boys, but at least I don't want to cry every evening about being lonely...:D
Thank you for reading (I really don't think that anyone will, but still) and I hope you will wait for another post.
P.S. If you have similar experiences - just message me, it would be interesting to meet people like me:)
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